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down again

  *down*

*shit*

will it ever, go away;  will it ever take me -

  *down*

never again, never again will i be too hard on myself as i live through this fucked-up life!

life doesn't exist;  life - it brings me down

  can't escape the mind rape you've given me, i lay in guilt even though God has forgiven me.  Took a chance on something i don't understand, i took a stand now i'm sinking in quicksand.  Had pride in the love displayed, you disobeyed, now you're gonna pay; locked you up in a closet of hate, this is a faith, and my mind's in a new state

f  u  c  k  !  !

i cried, i said "goodbye"; 'cause i felt like i had to die, sat there for days and pondered my options, God shows up but i fucking didn't stop him;  "It's all about keeping your sanity, dying a man with a certain dignity"  I chose a door, a room, i had to step in, opened my eyes and realized.........

this is heaven...

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